Lunch Time

So, Its lunch time, and Ive been reading my old blog posts... very interesting.

Someone asked me today "Do you love Ashley and want to be with her forever"
first part, yes, without a doubt.
Second part is a little harder to answer. In 6 months if we were together I would answer that... but the best answer I cant answer that for now because we arent together.

Is it possible? yes. Is it improbable? I dont know, probably lol

But I am not going to dwell on the fact I think the mistakes that were made are fixable.

I am going to be patient and wait for happiness and love, if its with Ashley I will be ecstatic. If it is with someone I call a friend now, or a new friend I meet, I am sure I will be ecstatic.

I have a friend that was talking to me last night, what she said made sense, so friend if you are reading this I did take our conversation to heart.

So what am I doing now? well, I am looking for a friend/girlfriend that I can hang out with and hope something develops. I will not wait for Ashley, that would be a massive mistake. So if there are any women out there that want to be friends with a Strong, Kind, Sincere, Cute, Geeky Guy let me know and we will hang out.

Another tidbit of info, this morning my scale read 182lbs, that means I lost 7lbs this week... I havent been sleeping well since Monday, but I have been eating and exercising... thats a little weird...

anyway, sorry if this post makes no sense, Just wanted to get some random thoughts out of my head. Gotta go back to work now.

Its a beautiful day, Im gonna play some golf this weekend.

Have a great one everyone!

CVL